Diet Update

Below you will find a comment I posted on Swistle's Blog in response to her latest entry regarding buttery & delicious pecan rolls made for her by her mother:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I am running in circles ripping my hair out as my "diet" has gone south in the last few weeks and what clothing used to be loose is now tight again and all I want to do is eat and now there are delicious pecan rolls sent straight from the devil himself to taunt me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Sigh.
I am really having a rough time staying on the wagon these last 3 weeks. First: I ate because I was stressed about my boards. Second: I ate because I was nervous about what the results of my boards would be. Third: I ate because I was celebrating the passing of my boards. Now: I am stuck in the cycle of bad eating habits. I was JUST getting to the point where I wasn't having night sweats and withdrawal symptoms from my sugar cutbacks. DAMN IT! The positive: I continue with yoga 4-5 times per week and get at least one day of cardio in. I hope to increase my cardio..but I am also starting a wild and crazy new work schedule so, I'll give myself some time to adjust.

So there you go. An update. Painfully & obviously absent? A weigh in. Don't expect one until the Monday, March 24th. So there. Hmmph.

Don't you just love yourself when...

You're all, "Self! You've lost two pounds! You're so awesome! That means you get to eat movie popcorn and not do cardio OR yoga today because you're a f******g weight loss MACHINE!"

Can we say *DELUSIONAL*?

This train of thought makes NO sense. Just because it's cold out doesn't mean I can hibernate like a 500lb bear.

So...I just finished up some studying, I have to be at work at 3pm. I am going to make myself a sensible lunch and go workout for a 1/2 hour before going to the hospital. This plan will allow me to refrain from kicking my own ass tomorrow morning when I reflect on my laziness.

Good Day.